happy birthday

happy birthday to u..

cant help thinkin where were we 1 year ago..

having a break from my studies and standing by the window having my 1st cig for the day. listening to norah jones's rosie's lullaby..

felt kinda sad..

have i

had a bad dream afew days back.. so bad i hope it never will happen.. have been having dreams this few days.. dunno why, maybe its the stress from my exams... its making me having difficulty slpin at nite.. thinking too much? or afraid of falling asleep and havin those dreams again

lying on the bed, i suddenly tot of something, have i done anything for the past 23yrs that made my parents proud of me?

i dun recall any.. what have i done for the past 23yrs to make my parents be proud of?
i dun remember any..

so much so that i want to do well for my uni and grad with good results, i too want to make my parents be proud of..

sighx...

feeling all down lately for the pass few mths...

not having much positive tots at all..

i feel useless as a son

i know my parents have high hopes for me though they dun say it, but i know how they feel..

and i am seriously very afraid to let them down.. they are getting old.. and i have never made anything to let them be proud of their son..

so damn stress with exams i often felt like giving up.. i've to force myself to study these few days.. but the more i force, the less i study..

nothing seems to be getting into my head..

i always dream of being someone great..

but...

i guess i have no confidence in myself anymore..

sighx..

my life feels blank from my point of view.. no colourful pictures..

Think..

Got it from a blog which my fren intro.. read this.. its interesting.. at least it makes u relax awhile from whatever u are doing

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What am I doing wrong?

Okay, I'm tired of beating around the bush. I'm a beautiful (spectacularly beautiful) 25 year old girl. I'm articulate and classy. I'm not from New York. I'm looking to get married to a guy who makes at least half a million a year. I know how that sounds, but keep in mind that a million a year is middle class in New York City, so I don't think I'm overreaching at all.

Are there any guys who make 500K or more on this board? Any wives? Could you send me some tips? I dated a business man who makes average around 200 - 250. But that's where I seem to hit a roadblock. 250,000 won't get me to central park west. I know a woman in my yoga class who was married to an investment banker and lives in Tribeca, and she's not as pretty as I am, nor is she a great genius. So what is she doing right? How do I get to her level?

Here are my questions specifically:

- Where do you single rich men hang out? Give me specifics- bars, restaurants, gyms

- What are you looking for in a mate? Be honest guys, you won't hurt my feelings

-Is there an age range I should be targeting (I'm 25)?

- Why are some of the women living lavish lifestyles on the upper east side so plain? I've seen really 'plain jane' boring types who have nothing to offer married to incredibly wealthy guys. I've seen drop
dead gorgeous girls in singles bars in the east village. What's the story there?

- Jobs I should look out for? Everyone knows - lawyer, investment banker, doctor. How much do those guys really make? And where do they hang out? Where do the hedge fund guys hang out?

- How you decide marriage vs. just a girlfriend? I am looking for MARRIAGE ONLY

Please hold your insults - I'm putting myself out there in an honest way. Most beautiful women are superficial; at least I'm being up front about it. I wouldn't be searching for these kind of guys if I wasn't able to match them - in looks, culture, sophistication, and keeping a nice home and hearth.

it's NOT ok to contact this poster with services or other commercial interests
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THE ANSWER
Dear Pers-431649184:

I read your posting with great interest and have thought meaningfully about your dilemma. I offer the following analysis of your predicament. Firstly, I'm not wasting your time, I qualify as a guy who fits your bill; that is I make more than $500K per year. That said here's how I see it.

Your offer, from the prospective of a guy like me, is plain and simple a crappy business deal. Here's why. Cutting through all the B.S., what you suggest is a simple trade: you bring your looks to the party and I bring my money. Fine, simple. But here's the rub, your looks will fade and my money will likely continue into perpetuity...in fact, it is very likely that my income increases but it is an absolute certainty that you won't be getting any more beautiful!

So, in economic terms you are a depreciating asset and I am an earning asset. Not only are you a depreciating asset, your depreciation accelerates! Let me explain, you're 25 now and will likely stay pretty hot for the next 5 years, but less so each year. Then the fade begins in earnest. By 35 stick a fork in you!

So in Wall Street terms, we would call you a trading position, not a buy and hold...hence the rub...marriage. It doesn't make good business sense to "buy you" (which is what you're asking) so I'd rather lease. In case you think I'm being cruel, I would say the following. If my money were to go away, so would you, so when your beauty fades I need an out. It's as simple as that. So a deal that makes sense is dating, not marriage.

Separately, I was taught early in my career about efficient markets. So, I wonder why a girl as "articulate, classy and spectacularly beautiful" as you has been unable to find your sugar daddy. I find it hard to believe that if you are as gorgeous as you say you are that the $500K hasn't found you, if not only for a tryout.

By the way, you could always find a way to make your own money and then we wouldn't need to have this difficult conversation.

With all that said, I must say you're going about it the right way. Classic "pump and dump." I hope this is helpful, and if you want to enter into some sort of lease, let me know.

results

i decide to post all my sch results here..
this is what i got for spending time studying.. fucked up results

MKTG1199
MARKETING PRINCIPLES TEST
PASS

ECON1016
MACROECONOMICS 1 MCQ TEST
PASS

ACCT2060
INTRODUCTORY ACCOUNTING MID- SEMESTER TEST
CREDIT


where's all the Di and HD i'm aiming for? lolx.. sighx..

黄中原 - 绝口不提爱你

was looking at some videos on youtube and came across this song thru some taiwan variety show. without any doubt i teared listenin to it..

tuesday nite

okie.. i have spent my whole day studyin for marketing test this friday..but seems like nth much went in.. oh well.. so i did these..

You Are 12% Emo

You're the furthest thing from emo. Sensitivity is not something you exactly cultivate... and you can't imagine weeping over song lyrics.

Are You Emo?

You Will Die at Age 70

You're pretty average when it comes to how you live... And how you'll die as well.

What Age Will You Die?

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

You Are 31% Jealous

You're occasionally jealous, but you wouldn't be human if you weren't You keep your jealousy under control. You accept it, deal with it, and move on. In fact, most people would be surprised to know that there's a jealous bone in your body. So congratulate yourself for keeping your emotional impulses under control!

How Jealous Are You?

You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life. But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it. Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career. Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!

How Happy Are You, Really?

Your Love Type: INFP

The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ

What's Your Love Type?

You Are 62% Sexy

Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing.

How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

vexed

can someone tell me whats happening in my life.

i still feel so aimless,useless,listless.

alot may think i come from a well off family but seriously i do have financial problems. maybe to pple out there, its not but to me it is..

i feel like tellin my dad to just sell away my car..

i feel like working and not study anymore..(at least i get paid rather den allowance)

i feel like i'm spending so little yet i always end up with nt enuff money..

and i'm owing pple money now.. and i dun wan to touch my other acc. cos i already did for 2.5k already..

my dad always ask if i got enuff money and i always say yes even when i'm left with 2bucks in my wallet.. tts it.. my car petrol is pumped by 10buck 10buck each time. so does my cashcard. i cant remember when was the last time my car had a full tank of petrol or my cashcard doesn't stop beeping asking me to top up.

and proj is due next fri.. and its not finished yet.. there's a test this fri and i haven study for it yet.. and exam is like 24days more.. and i haven even start muggin yet..

oh i am so vexed..i know i plan my schedule well but i'm still very vexed.. i guess for the next few days i will be home trying to finish my proj and study for the test.. i dun wan to fail.. i even tell myself i wanna do well.. but i dunno hw or where or when to start..

i'm just like a totally lost person sitting in the middle of no where even though i know i have to move..

where's my motivation?

where's the special thing in my life?

i'm so vexed..

my frens ask me to go for a long holiday.. but hw? do i have the moeny and time? NO!

sighx..