~ to 2007 july 26th

My pet fish passed away this morning..

Loving memory

its zheng my car day..

What a day... tired.. hmm before updating what happened today.. lets talk about what has been happening the past 1 week..

hmm actually nothing.. work and work and work.. oh yah wed did went mambo.. was ok i guess.. as usual.. nothing much special already lolx..

alright lets talk about what happened today.. morning went paya ubin do my car.. change a set of new avanti racing 15" rims.. was thinking of changing to 16" but den wait car no power.. so still stick with 15" cost around 600+++ with bridgestone new tires.. lolx.. got alot of discount on the wheels.. shld haven been 700++

oh well.. loved my rims now.. sleak.. nice..

went off to get a drop in filter.. fix it up quite nicely.. cost me 90++.. which actually cost 100+

lolx..

after that went to a secret place.. got my under bar.. struct bar no stock.. but oh well.. got 19% discount total for those 2 stuff..

wanted to change my signal light bulbs but no stock.. have to wait till next week..
after tt went to wash car. den went down simpang before goin airport to fetch Meiling with ym and yx..
after that went AMK cos ym's bro car cannot start.. must go kick start.. after that went back hougang eat porridge before washing car again..

crazy over my car now.. den pump petrol and i'm home.. since no gf.. might as well show my tending loving car to my car lolx..

monday or tue gonna fix my bars, wed is sis's wedding, thursday morning get spring lower my car, sat go for alignment and maybe do some vs wiring.. termalstat gonna change, and maybe try to figure out how to do the air cooler.. hmm..

070707

its a nice date today..

but sad to say there's no one to spend this wonderful date with me..
went out with frens for rounding. shant say where..

saw alot of cars.. alot of racing tonite.. but there's 1 accident on the road den ended all the fun..TP all came and scattered.

thinking of changing my car parts.. so much to change.. but do i have enuff cash? sighx.. how many mths must i save up..oh well..there's the rims tt can cost 300 to 600.. exhaust tts cost 650... trottlebody tt cost 160.. spoiler tt cost 180.. maybe i'll just change the rims and exhaust and see hw.. time to save up some money now..

sighx.. though was out having fun.. suddenly i felt kinda lonely again while driving. maybe my frens mention afew pple and tt triggered this feeling..

am i still recovering from all the hurt i got..trying not to think so much.. dun wan to tear again.

just feel very lonely.. very very lonely.. if only u were here. if only everything was slower.. if only i was faster.. if only things never changed.. if only i could hold ur hand.. if only u are the one.. if only ....

JJ's Hai Pa..the lyric is so beautiful.. just writes everything i feel now.

no mood to blog anymore.. haiz.. its saturday.. what can i do? what could i do? if only u were here.. sighx..

害怕

wu~~~~~~~~~~~wo~~~~~~~~~~~
我突然觉得有点怕
爱跟生活的一切
你以为我知道怎么拆开
我们的想法落差
*我的爱
是说停不能停
已经弄的不能说是曾经
也可说出我是错的
爱未曾变成真的
也没藏到多少你需要的爱
我不再
去执拙我是谁
我是我在夜里掉的眼泪
也可说我看不开的
为你我能做的
竟还没让你相信是爱情
左右你我
而哭泣都是因为爱
也逼自己不掉泪
让往日不只是有你
这网里我也撑着
拼了命的守着

National Service

Wahahaha just had a new hair cut.. ok tts not important. its sunday and i'm at home with nthing to do. most prob will do some data entry..

anyway guys u shld go get today's sunday straits times newspaper.. cause there's a whole set of papers on 40yrs of national service.

it sure brought back memories of the time i was about to be enlisted. the long sad ride on the penguin to tekong. handling up our ICs for registration. Goin to the audi for the vow.. saying bye to my parents after the stupid chicken rice lunch together. den get my barang barangs up to my bunk..

got to know my buddy. get our hair cut botak. doing all those shit stuff.. and finally pop 3mths later. seems just yest tt i enlisted and yet 2yrs of national service life have just past. 2yrs of my life was given to singapore. lolx..

anyhow gers out there.. u shld go read it too.. its a good chance to let u gers know what we do and what we suffer and at the same time know more about the 2 freaking yrs tt we had to serve.. so stop complaining if we book out in the weekends complaining tt we are tired.. cause we are really tired.. lolx

Chaoz..

wth

It actually took me 2hrs to figure out this simple html.. stupid scrollbar.. man too long never touch html.. everything also forget.. lolx..

its already so late.. and i have to wake up at 1030 to go have my hair cut..
ahhhh.....
5hrs of slp left.. damn it..

LUTHER VANDROSS

I'd Rather

I thought sometime alone
was what we really needed
you said this time would hurt more than it helps
but I couldn't see that
I thought it was the end
of a beautiful story
and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone (alone)
and I tried to find
out if this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah

And then I met someone
and thought she could replace you
we got a long just fine
we wasted time because she was not you
we had a lot of fun
though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection they were all lies, all lies
so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
who holds my heart

I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you,
I can only prove the things I say with time,
please be mine,

I'd rather have bad times with (please be mine) you,
than good times with someone else (I know)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (anytime),
than safe and warm by myself (so sure baby)
I'd rather have hard times to gether,
than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart (my heart)

I'd rather have bad times with you (surely),
than good times with someone else (surely)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (oh yeah),
than safe and warm by myself (all by myself)
I'd rather have hard times together,
than to have it easy apart (you know it)
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoooo.....who holds my heart