Thursday, August 30, 2007

Memories

This particular episode for the taiwan serial 18 jin bu jin really remind me of my past relationship..kinda felt sad and tear when watching it..

do feel free to visit and watch this
here are the links

http://www.56.com/w45/play_album-aid-482948_vid-MTc2MjQ0OTM.html
http://www.56.com/w45/play_album-aid-482948_vid-MTc2MjU0NDA.html
http://www.56.com/w45/play_album-aid-482948_vid-MTc2MjY3MTQ.html
http://www.56.com/w45/play_album-aid-482948_vid-MTc2MjgwNTA.html

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Who am i

LEO MAN


He likes to comb his hair backward, open his forehead showing a dignify
facial _expression. His eyes is sparkle, but slightly showing laziness. He
walks firmly and slowly like a lion, confident and ego proud. Outside, you
may think he is kind and gentle person, but inside he is a strong and
secure person. If he is frighten, he will re-act and respond right away.
His words always seem normal but mostly imply "order and demanding". He
will not talk fast, or can not talk fast, neither walk fast. In a crowd or
at work he will act normally, but not for long you will see him standing
out of the crowd and be a center of attention with his words, or his
action.


You might think he is a shy guy, but deep down inside he wants to power
over his family and his friends. He just waits for that right moment. Do
not take what is his, and do not order him, or else you will see a fierce
lion. He respects elderly and senior, but will never bow down and accept
like a looser for he will rather die than loose his dignity.


He talks bluntly even on an occasion that he should not say such thing. He
is a compassionate guy and always look at other people on a bright side. He
likes people to listen to him. Even he has such a blunt and bold
personality, he could easily reach his goal without making any enemy.


Once disagree with him on something, he can be very up set like a rainy
storm on a summer day. It will only last a short time, then he will be back
a cheery merry person again. He is a bright and witty guy, and he will not
put any efforts on something that he thinks it will not work and waste his
energy. He is a good planner and can well manage his job assigned. When he
gives order, he expect them to be carry out exactly. He is the leader type
that the followers love.


He can give other people advice and solve problems for other people well,
except his own mess. He can be easily hurt by other people especially if
you do not trust or respect his ability. You could compliment him sometimes
and make this lion be your kitty with no difficulty. He is not a good judge
for he listen to many people and tend to belief all sides.


You can hardly see a Leo man with no woman by his side. If you see him
alone, he could already have a love one in his heart, or just broken up
with one. Because he is very proud, he can change many girl friends. He
will do many things for the woman he loves, but loosing his face is not one
of them. Leo man can not live without love , because for him Love is a ray
of Light.


He likes people to rely on him, it's make him feels "in power". He may
complaint if he is asked for favor, but deep inside he is happy that you
asked him. If you offer to help him , he will refuse you right away.


When he is broke , he can find money still. He is not careful with his way
of spending for he has fun with spending money and happy to buy what he
likes. He lets other people borrow money from him easily even if he has no
money, he will run to his friend to borrow money for you. He likes first
class , first quality of everything.


He can work hard like a mad dog, and sometimes can be lazy like a lazy
sleepy cat. When he works, he is very serious. When he parties, he can be a
party animal. If he ask you out, you will sure have a fun and jolly time.


He will take chance with his love life, so if you know how to handle him,
you will win. If he is your love one, it won't be a romance novel. You have
to be ready to calm him down when he over reacts to small matters because
your cool stability will control and ease his mood. If you can not handle
or understand him, your relationship will be like a demolition zone, a on
and off relationship till all your friends tired to hear about your
breaking up and making up.


Beauty is always in the eyes of the lion. You have to be dignify to walk
with the lion king. Your looks is part of his image and ego and he is very
proud about it too. If you want his attention the first time you meet, you
better be astounding attractive. If you have a first conversation with him,
you have to show him how much you adore his thinking. He likes to talk and
not knowing that he likes to talk about himself.

Monday, August 20, 2007

20th Aug

Its my bday today.. Happy birthday Leland..
23 yrs..

Thursday, August 16, 2007

bad day..

sighx.. i feel so alone again..

hate this feeling..

today started off really badly when i overslept and didn't go to sch.. fucking pissed off.. i had 2 alarms on but yet it seems like they didn't rang at all.. and i slept till lessons almost ended.. fucked..

den next thing i know.. just got to know something.. kinda sad.. kinda.. dunno how to express this kind of feeling..
dunno to pek chek or pissed or angry or sad or watever..

den what happen next? parents come back and niam me for nt goin sch.. say till as if i purposely miss sch today.. which i didn't.. for god's sake i wanna do well in sch this time round.. how the fuck would i wan to miss sch.. missing 1 lesson means u will miss out alot.. damn it.. i think i will wan to buy few more alarm clocks put around my room..

what next.. oh well.. went out to mod on my car.. painted my brake callipers today.. everything went well before the stupid paper tape got stuck between the brake calliper and brake disc.. spend me 3hrs to finally dig that stupid piece out.. wth..

really doesn't seem to be my day..and by right shld be goin zouk.. but in the end cancel.. great..

sighx...

sometimes i just wan to be alone driving around lookin at pple and watever they are doing.. especially when i'm quite down in mood today.. and i actually spent the whole day with my car..

but yet sometimes i just feel so alone.. haha.. so contradicting.. haiz.. maybe i really need someone.. but den think think.. actually i'm still afraid of relationships, etc...

arrgghhh i guess i shld just stick back the same thing.. work hard earn money.. study hard get good results.. and play hard without any burden.. maybe tts the good thing of being single..

why... why like this.. i just dun understand.

Thursday, August 9, 2007

Happy National Day

Happy Birthday Day Singapore....

looking at the parade this year remind me of my participation last year. The last time to be held in the National Stadium.. so much hard work and sweat.. but all worth while

Saturday, August 4, 2007

Alone

I'm home alone once again.. not like it didn't happen before or i didn't blog about it before but i just feel alone.. hate this feeling..

parents overseas, sister married.. seems like most of the time i will be home alone. cleaning the house, water plants, cook my own meal etc etc etc..

sch's tiring..

hate being alone.. sighx
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