bad day..

sighx.. i feel so alone again..

hate this feeling..

today started off really badly when i overslept and didn't go to sch.. fucking pissed off.. i had 2 alarms on but yet it seems like they didn't rang at all.. and i slept till lessons almost ended.. fucked..

den next thing i know.. just got to know something.. kinda sad.. kinda.. dunno how to express this kind of feeling..
dunno to pek chek or pissed or angry or sad or watever..

den what happen next? parents come back and niam me for nt goin sch.. say till as if i purposely miss sch today.. which i didn't.. for god's sake i wanna do well in sch this time round.. how the fuck would i wan to miss sch.. missing 1 lesson means u will miss out alot.. damn it.. i think i will wan to buy few more alarm clocks put around my room..

what next.. oh well.. went out to mod on my car.. painted my brake callipers today.. everything went well before the stupid paper tape got stuck between the brake calliper and brake disc.. spend me 3hrs to finally dig that stupid piece out.. wth..

really doesn't seem to be my day..and by right shld be goin zouk.. but in the end cancel.. great..

sighx...

sometimes i just wan to be alone driving around lookin at pple and watever they are doing.. especially when i'm quite down in mood today.. and i actually spent the whole day with my car..

but yet sometimes i just feel so alone.. haha.. so contradicting.. haiz.. maybe i really need someone.. but den think think.. actually i'm still afraid of relationships, etc...

arrgghhh i guess i shld just stick back the same thing.. work hard earn money.. study hard get good results.. and play hard without any burden.. maybe tts the good thing of being single..

why... why like this.. i just dun understand.